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| 1. we don't have drinking problems.
we drink, we get drunk, we pass out.
No Problem.
2.I learned long ago not to be picky
in farewells. They weren't guaranteed
or promised. You were lucky if you
got a good-bye at all
3.I wanna push you into oncoming traffic
.. But then I realize I'd kill myself saving you
4. HE ISNT MY BOYFRIEND BUT I LOVE HIS HUGS
HIS SMILE HIS ADVICE HIS LOVE HIS KINDNESS
AND THE TIMES WE LAUGH TOGETHER
I GUESS I FELL IN LOVE WITH OUR FRIENDSHIP
5. shredded by state lines
press my face up against the glass
with both eyelids shut and
baby, this won't get any easier
6. randomly she bites her lip,
hiding the picture in her mind.
randomly she smiles.
she remembers e-v-e-r-y word you said that night.
7. && I'll just bite my lip && pretend I've gotten over you.
8. wonder when i pass by
does his stomach flip?
does he get nervous?
does he ignore his friends just to look at me?
does he wait to see my smile?
does he get sweaty palms?
does he think to himself
"oh god here she comes."
9. i hate that.
you have the capability of making me try not to like you.
& then you go & have the ability of making me fall all over again.
and you do all of this by doing absolutely nothing except being yourself.
& god, do i hate that.
10. and i don't want to see you anymore. i'm just not that strong.
i love it when you're here, but i'm better when you're gone
11. every night, she finds herself lying in bed,
reliving and remembering every thing that
he did and every word he said
12. true friends will be there for you even if you
refuse to talk to them. cause they know deep down,
the silence is killing you
13.Life is just too short to wake up in
the morning with regrets, so love the
people that treat you right & forget
about the ones that don't. No one
said it would be easy just that it
will be worth it in the end. <3
14. So what made you think
He couldn't find a door in the morning,
When he found the bed so easily in the dark?
15. take me like that, ruin it all
then build it again by the light in the hall
he drops to his knees says please my love, please
i'll kill who you hate, take off that dress, you won't freeze
16. & tonight I won't wear my seatbelt.
I'll speed on the wet slick roads.
I'll take that curve a little too fast.
You will see the fatal crash on the news
& you know what?
You still won't miss me.
17. He only loves those things
because he loves to see them break
18. They get what they want,
and they never want it again
19. i'm still waiting for the world
to come
c
r
a
s
h
i
n
g down again.
and i'm still waiting for someone
to call me up and tell me your dead.
20. you call me up and ask my quietly
if i would like to meet you for a drink
and when i got there you just looked at me
as you spoke to your self
"if you take me home tonight
i know that we will kiss
one of us will fall in love
and it will be a mess
but if you want to take that chance,
then please
just let me know."
i slammed my glass down on the bar
said
"grab your coat.
let's go."
so here we are
21. i've been the girl with her skirt pulled high
been the outcast never running with mascara eyes
now i see the world as a candy store
with a cigarette smile,
saying things you can't ignore
22. i thought it made more sense if only i could
keep you guessing. i was a fool to think
that i should stop you from undressing.
23. I want to run with reckless emotion
Find out if love is the size of an ocean
Even if I crash and burn
At least I'll know what it's like to feel alive.
24. he was a heartbreaker & a cheater, too.
she was so innocent, so sweet oh,
how he knocked her off of her feet.
told her he loved her,
told her he cared
25. but when she needed him,
he was never there:
out with the guys or so he said,
while 5 other girls had him stuck in their head
26. and so i drink to stay warm
and to kill selected memories
because i just can't think anymore
about that
or about him tonight
27. innocence, it don't come easy
in a sense it never will.
accidents mean no one's guilty;
ignorance means someone's killed
28. You know I used to spend every day
thinking and dreaming about you.
And everytime you walked by,
I would lose myself.
Do you know what that feels like?
29. so now you're headed to your car,
you say its dinner with your sister, sweetie.
but darling, look how you're dressed.
your best suggests another kind of guest
30. and you're so guilty it's disgusting
he's been sneakin underneath your sheets
and your hand have been in places
that they probably shouldn't go
but don't worry sweetie
cause i already know
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| Really bad day. so decided to update again...
1. i hope one day you read
all my letters & poems.
and realize i meant
every single word .
every single word.
2. Razorblades dance across our flesh.
Drinking kerosene to cool our hearts.
Porcelain skin breaks with just one touch.
a gun between your teeth...
Tell me that you love me now
3. Porcelain doll with tangled hair,
People pass or stop and stare,
Her cotton clothes are ripped and torn,
Her parents regret the day she was born,
Her plastic heart has melted down,
Her stunning smile, a perfect frown,
Her shining future, a blackened road,
Her flowing words, a fucked up code
4. cute is when someone's personality
shines through their looks.
5. And it's almost as if my immune system dropped.
Maybe it's the rip in my heart,
or maybe it's because without your arms around me, I'm always cold.
It could be the fact that I'm thinking I should die.
Or maybe it's just that I'm filled with thoughts
of you and her together..
6. Talk to the mirror, oh, choke back tears.
And keep telling yourself that "I'm a diva!"
Oh and the smokes in that cigarette box on the table,
they just so happen to be laced with nitroglycerin.
7. I love your pants around your feet.
I like the dirt that's on your knees.
& I like the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me.
You're like my favorite damn disease
8. I've never been scared of someone
before. Sometimes a little
intimidated but never scared.
But you, you scare me with
your beautiful eyes and your
amazing smile. I'm so scared that
I'll want to love you forever
and you'll want me for only a
few moments in your life.
9. Accept it. He has a hold on you, you
can't break free, and you wouldn't
even want to. Oh baby, it was only
ONE NIGHT.
10. And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
11. and if it's any consent,
i hear being a screw up's cool these days.
12. All the pretty people died
Innocence is out of style
All the whores have gone away
13. i wanna be the girl who changed everything
that girl that made a difference
that girl who gave everyone a story to tell
14. and i wish i could help you,
but, these days, it seems like im so fucked up myself
that all i can do is relate and pray to god that
you end up happy.
15. Would you mind if I sat next to you and watched you smile?
16. the key to life--
be weird. take random
pictures do something
no one else would expect
you to do. talk to someone
you never would. be someone
people think you arent. show
who you really are. don't
hide under your smile.
17. ya'll look at me & see
- [[ innocence ]] -
but ya'll got no clue what i've
- [[ experienced ]] -
18. i'm so scared to lose you
when you aren't even mine
19. ever get the feeling like the
entire world is flying in
first class and you're stuck
with a folding chair in
the baggage compartment?
20. Dare to dream your dreams,
dare to believe you can achieve your dreams,
dare to have faith in yourself, & dare to love.
What have you got to loose?
Just a dare
21. before you judge me, take a good look at you,
don't you have anything better to do?
seems to me you're a little slow to understand,
ignorance && jealously go hand in hand
22. I want someone who won't care
that I hate wearing shoes,
that I'm incapable of sitting still,
that I can't grasp the concept of cleaning,
and I refuse to be ladylike.
Someone who realizes
that half the decisions I make
are usually ones that I regret,
and I have the right to overreact at any given moment.
I want someone who knows I'm completely insane,
but wouldn't want me any other way
23. it's hard to wave goodbye from airplanes
when i just don't think that you can see
i taper off
and say "its never worth the pain"
but sometimes it is.
24. we made love on the living room floor
with the noise in the background of a televised war
and in the deafening pleasure i thought i heard someone say
"if we walk away, they’ll walk away"
25. i won't lie,
i still can't say that i admit we went too far,
and you won't see me change my mind,
but i really wish that i could forget the way you are.
26. Look who's dying now.
slit wristless sleeping with the girl nextdoor .
27. His voice reaches my ears
and my heart breaks.
I'm empty and alone
and the only one
who can comfort me
is the only one
who doesn't care.
28. why can't you just admit it, you've had it, you're sick of me
You're fed up with all my bad habits, you're sick of me
29. Why does it feel the same
To fall in love or break it off?
And if young love is just a game, then
I must have missed the kick-off
Don't depend on me to
Ever follow through on
Anything but
I'd go through Hell for you and
I haven't been this scared
In a long time
And I'm so unprepared
So here's your valentine
Bouquet of clumsy words
A simple melody
This world's an ugly place
But you're so beautiful to me
30. Theres a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone &&
trying to fix everything... It's not giving up it's realizing that you don't
n e e d certain people and the drama they bring,
31. Your hands are on me and I'm pressing hard
against your jeans, your tongue in my mouth
trying to keep the words from coming out.
32. You're not eighteen anymore.
Five years should have been
enough time for you to grow up and get over this.
Not too cool to be throwing up all morning sick
from what you might have done or done it with.
33. Chase the drinks you can't control
Hide your hands behind your head
Hold them up high, make sure no one sees the strings attached to them
You run with the pack with the wrong intentions
Hold your breath when you've lost your way
Lie to me again and you've lost another place to stay.
34. I'd rather chew on broken glass
Than keep on living in the past.
& waste my time on words
I know you didn't mean
35. it's the smoke and the drinks;
and the smiles that it brings;
it's the fun meaning sex
its mind altering
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| its almost summer!! :)
1. tell me you're NOT OKAY
and you needed me all along
2. Do you ever want to cry? But just cant,
are you one of those people that was brought
up not to cry when you were hurt but to be strong?
Do you keep your emotions locked up inside of you.
afraid to let them out,
cause you know if you do you
would have to confess things
3. and i'll sit and wonder of every
love that could've been,
if i'd only thought of something
charming to say.
4. the amount of pills i'm taking,
counteracts the booze i'm drinking
and this vanity i'm breaking.
let me live my life like this.
5. does she talk,
the way i do?
is her voice,
is her voice reminding you
of the promises,
the little white lies, too
sometimes, tell me,
while she's touching you
just by mistake,
accidentally,
do you say my name?
6. They say she's strong
but they can't see the things she never shows,
so alone she dies a little more everyday,
making sure nobody knows.
They say she's stronger than any girl should be
but maybe she's just better at pretending than you
7. she's the kind of girl who you forget about
as soon as you meet. she is the b-side
to your favorite cassette tape ;; the crust on the bread.
every face you've ever forgotten.
she is the verse to that song on the radio
the one you have to hum along with
because you cant remember the words.
yeah, she's that forgettable.
but broken hearts & backstabbing drama
couldnt touch this girl.
she's so far beyond that.
8.I can't stand him hurting me,
i can't stand him using me.
But unlike him, I can't just walk away.
I can't forget what we had,
it's not that easy for me
to let go of something
that was once my life.
I guess..it mattered to me.
9. I walk around screaming, "Screw the world,"
just because it's eaiser than actually feeling anything
10. i'm 99.9% sure he doesn't like me
but it's that .1% that keeps me
hanging on
11. Admit it .. you only want
me when you can't have her ..
12. && darling if he doesn't mean anything to you,
why do you still dream of him at night?
13. everyone has at least five dreams every night.
that's thirty billion dreams. one of them has got to be about me.
14.passion is knowing what you want
and never stopping until you have it.
15. a person can only run from their feelings for so long
before having to come to terms with what's in their heart
16.Don't worry about me,
my heart's not broken anymore.
You should be worrying about yourself.
Because as far as I can see, you're
still an asshole.
17. and there's this occasional night when you
break down and cry because you know
things will never be the same.
18. I swear I'll remember the smallest details
like the small of your back
& how small I felt in your arms. <3
19.we used to be best friends. stay up talking
on the phone about random things . we had
our little fights and moved on. we used to do
each others makeup & hair & had a good time
but now i see youu in the hallways and we pass each
other like we never knew one another.
20. stay awake for one more night
i'll pretend that i'm okay.
every one says i'll be alright
but i'm dreaming of things
better then you know.
would it hurt for me to make it?
would it hurt for me to let this go ?
21. The cracks in the concrete are just reminders
that we all fall apart sometimes
no matter how strong we are
22. if a happy smile comes to you today,
a smile that perhaps you cannot explain, it is
because at that very moment,
i'm thinking of you && smiling too
23. She's blinded by the fear of life and death and
everything in between, We smile when she cries
a river of tears; a mirror where we
see nothing but a reflection of heaven too far away
24. I think what messes us up
the most is we all have this
perfect picture in our minds
of how things should be
25. and i realized just how messed up
and how cruel this world is
when i saw someone
who was the most incredible person i've ever met
have tears in their eyes
26. I don't believe in midnight phone calls.
Or kisses in the rain. Or flowers for no reason
Or holding hands or cuddling.
You shattered my candy-coated ideas of love.
27. Confusion isn't insanity, it's an art.
And I've just perfected it.
28.I wish I could be who you wanted all the time
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| I'm sorry about no updates.. i've been busy with some bitches who've been fucking over my life.. here are some quotes..
1. so destroy me dear,
because we're too cool for love lines,
& soft kisses over cheap wine
smoke me like your last cigarette
2. you fall away from
your past
but its following you.
3. I don't care if it just lasts a week or two. I honestly
don't. I'm just asking for a chance.
4. Love is an accident waiting to happen.
Desire is a stranger you think you know.
Intimacy is a lie we tell ourselves.
Truth is a game we play to win.
5. sometimes apologies don't mean a thing
like four in the morning when you're in bed sleeping
you don't need a phone conversation to wake you up to bring you down
cause when it's over we both know
6. Someone who
You met in a bar
In the back of a car
And for a moment
You felt important
But not in your heart.
Cause my self esteem,
It's been low
Go ahead and count,
It's been lower than low.
7. Lay beside me
Tell me what they've done
Speak the words I wanna hear
To make my demons run
The door is locked now
But it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me
Then I can understand the you
8.i've been counting on nothing
but he keeps giving me his word
and i am tired of hearing myself speak.
do you get weary? do you ever get weak?
how do you dream when you can't fall asleep?
9. There's a point in your life
when you get tired
of trying to make everyone happy
and trying to fix everything...
when you finally decide to quit
it's not giving up, its realizing you don't need certain people
and the bullshit they bring to your life
10. its hard enough to
Be b r e a k i n g down
But its w o r s e
When no one
notices
11. You think I'm fine
but it's all just a lie
Can you not see the signs?
The scars on my wrists,
the hurt in my words,
Let me tell you:
I'm Not Okay
12. summer has gone and passed
the innocent can never last
13. to think, i was so naive,
maybe it didn't mean anything to you,
but it meant everything to me.
14. There's a fine line between
lover && friend
reality && pretend
hello && goodbye
to smile && to cry
what you wanted && what you got
being together && not...
15. BEFORE YOU MAKE MORE PROMISES
YOU BETTER LEARN THE DEFINITION OF
fOrEvEr
16. i'm not supposed to
be this nervous
i should play my hand
all cool and calm
but i can't breathe
17. clean up your act
your story's getting dusty
wash your mouth
your lies are getting rusty
18. you said i could come back if i crawl
but i've got bad knees and i can't say that i'm sorry
except i'm sorry that i met you
now my gloves are off and i'm fighting dirty
19. everyone says " just be you "
but what if i don't like me very
much right now ?
20. have you ever really cried for someone
more than you wanted to?
have you ever tried to love him
in spite of all the pain ?
will you keep on loving him,
even though he's whispering someone elses name?
21. And I hate that fact that you don't know how I feel
and I hate how you can have me at any time,
pick me up,
and drop me like it's nothing.
I hate how you can just hug me
and act like nothing is there
because I can feel it;
I can see it.
You just haven't noticed yet.
22. tear me off a piece of blanket.
keep me warm and we can make it.
here's my heart I'll let you break it.
touched your skin and I just can't take it.
23. Being with someone who doesn’t love you is a lot worse than being alone.
24. They said we stood a little too close,
stared a little too long
25. they probably thought
we were in love
26. we knew what we did
and that we shouldn't have done it.
we're trembling and i dont like it.
lets just run away on this july night.
27. Yeah I guess you can say I live for
those special moments
where he says one word or smiles at me
for one second and everything seems perfect.
28. & do you honestly think,
anyone else is on my mind,
when I am listening to that song?
29. babe, i dont think even jesus could save you
thats gotta be saying something.
30.i love how he breathes
booze in the morning.
it's so sexy how he can't
remember last night.
31. every girl is jealous of someone.
so next time you're look at someone thinking,
i wish i was that pretty,
remember someone is thinking that about you.
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| 1. its sad when people you know become
people you knew. when you can walk
right past someone like they were never
a big part of your life. how you used to
be able to talk for hours & how now,
you can barely even look at them. its
sad how times can change
2. here we're nothin more than
fools
and whores
and sad highs,
through the summer sand,
we're living in a wasteland.
3.i want to feel your body next to mine.
the air you breathe to fill my lungs
4. you know what i think hurts the most ?
the feeling of being replaced.
it's like, no matter what you did, it wasn't enough.
& no matter what you do to try and capture
their heart again, it doesn't seem to work.
and you're suddenly left thinking that you'll never
be enough and a sadness takes over your
heart & never really leaves.
5. She was a pageant girl;
they all expected her to be perfect
but what they didn't see was
the alcohol & pills that
she counted on to survive.
6. and if i didn't know the difference,
being alone would probably be okay.
7. & those rambling conversations where we'd talk
about nothing, baby;
that meant something.
8.you call me stupid.
but you have no idea how stupid i'd feel,
if fifteen years from now i see him and he says,
why didn't anything happen between us?
9. Arms are for hugging
Boys are for kissing
Sluts are for dissing
And best friends are for
when the boy is kissing
the slut and all you really
need is a hug.
10.and no matter what happens or how much time goes by,
I could never forget the first time you looked at me and I
fell in love with your eyes
11. She stares at herself in the mirror.
She doesn't notice how gorgeous she is.
She doesn't give herself credit for being such a great person.
A wonderful friend.
A great listener.
And she helps all her friends that need it.
Even when it's a bad time for you.
He doesn't see her beauty
& now neither does she.
12. don't you hate the feeling when your throat hurts
from all the tears that you're holding back,
& you can't control the words coming out of
your mouth because there are just too many
things that you haven't said.
13. Do you ever stop & think that maybe
you should have said something?
Maybe that one moment
could have turned everything around,
& maybe, just maybe, he'd be yours?
14. You're so good at pretending
everything is alright.
You're as welcome as cancer,
But my door is always unlocked.
15. you can't describe the feeling to anyone
not even your best friends. because the rush
that you get around him is more than anyone
could ever explain.
16. One death is a tragedy.
A million deaths is a statistic
17. If I dress up like a total slut,
will you notice me?
It sure works for her
18. The Dirty Looks...The Jealous Stare,
and the funniest part is you think i care.
19.she had the eyes of an angel with the heart of a traitor
and a gun with a trigger in her hand pointed at her
we always knew you'd go up in flames
20. let's speak of what a
waste i am and how
we messed it up again
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